floyd, i rarely partake in illegal activities, and you can just about get away with any RP no problem. The fact is that no one thinks suicide RP is any fun, same as hostage situations. The general speed of RP in perpheads is quite fast paced, which is why we don't have certain systems on the server: example, taking patients to the hospital as a medic. You can bend the rules to a certain degree if your particular requirements permit it.
It's always been the same, and it most likely will remain the same. I'd appreciate it if you gave a second chance.